well i just wrote a whole big page of stuff….. about being without fear about living outside of the box about walking ones path……. but I can’t seem to publish it hahahahahahahah ……….so I just say this…… just say yes….be of character not a character…. and always walk your path not someone else’s…..I rehearsed yesterday with my band. How lucky I am to of met some great musicians and that they are good people well….. how lucky am I…so here I am with Tweetie my pet Conure, and you…….sleep well and smile, live without fear and walk outside your box.. Create your own wonderland weeeeeeee
well here I am again with you all.. I hope you all had a great weekend…. it has been a good one for me! i had a great gig on Saturday at Nolas. in Downtown L.A. Today great news!!!! yay!! I have a new Agent weeeeeee and It is going to be a great working relationship… I just know … I feel it weeeee. so I hav been re editing my book i am determined to publish it…….just got distracted….. remember we can do what ever we put our minds to…. we can be what we see ourselves as…. what we speak out and affirm…any way just say yes and live with gratitude… be of character not a character… and create your own WONDERLAND WEEEEEEEEE
well I wrote something about this on my FB page……. but I really could not go into it fully.. so I thought I would here…….. You see many people have asked me on several occasions. How is it you are sooooo positive! one can not always be this positive! You have to have negaive to balance the positive. I too believe you have to have both. BUT for me, I can not hold on to that emotion. It will only bring me down and then it is impossible to heal anything.. SO I embrace it, look at it, forgive myself, try to see why this situation was put in my path and what I may need to learn from it! I truly believe that it is my positive energy that has helped me overcome many obstacles that have crossed in my path…. i just don’t talk about them… oh believe me I vent……….. but i refuse to hold on to them… and let them fester…..my mother would say Despues de la tormenta viene la calma…. after the storm, comes the calm…… I have a mat at the entrance to my house and it goes like this…..life is’nt about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain… yay……change is good too. it keeps us on our toes and lets us kn ow that we are alive… and if we were not well this change will show us that it is time to live!!! without fear…. nothing is really guaranteed to us… not a lover, not a career, not a job, not even our life….. only death…..and knowing this makes me appreciate it even more… because it can be taken from us like THAT! poof!!!! so dance as if no one is watching, sing as if no one is listening, and love as if your heart has never been broken….. today is my brother david’s birthday
Well I have had a wonderful week so far…. Monday I spent with some very Dear friends at their Hotel On Highland and Hollywood.. we had our pool side work out jejeje .. late we went to eat at their club room… then I went that evening to perform with Jeff Goldblum… Now that evening was a very interesting one to say the least… at one point I look at Jeff and he looks at me because the people were in a bit of a frenzy… It was exciting funny and fun!!! My friends joined me there too.. Bill and Heidi so we continued our adventure with music!! It was a blast…. then came by BD and I received many BDay wishes by phone and by FB jejejej thanks to FB I have reconnected with many, many friends from Oakland. That afternoon I went to see Leon Ware a great singer songwriter..” I want you” Marvin Gaye’s!” IF I ever loose this heaven”, “ I wanna be where you are”….we are working on a project together… what an Honor…..then I went and had dinner with a loved one…… wow.. the food was hmmmmmmmm like an orgasm jajajajajajajaj I am not kidding you it was off the hook, off the charts….. off this planet….. it did not hurt that the company was too!!! so I had a perfect evening……..awwww…… then Wed… well it continued….. looking for work.. sending info out and then I went to a concert at the Hollywood Bowl with my dear friends Heidi and Bill….. great people….weeeeeee. paying tribute to Joni Mitchel. Chakakan, Herbie Hancock, Cassandra Wilson to name a few.. what a treat…. yay so these last three days have been heaven…my own little wonderland……then to top it off I have a new agent weeeeeeeeeeee Theatrical and Commercial weeeeeeeeee…. this year already has been blessed by life, by my friends, and by you!!!!! and YOU………
you know… I am glad to of made it thru another year!! whew! yay!!!!! I have my health.. my mother is still here, my sisters and brothers are still here…… I have Tweetie (my bird jejej) and I’ve met someone special… I have my musica and now my acting sure I would love things to come a little faster or happen sooner… but everything happens when its supposed to happen I guess… all I can do is keep pushing forward and walk in the knowing that all is great and will get even greater!!!! cuz it will!! i just know…… thanks for stopping by!
well it has been a minuto since I have written well I have been writing some where else jejejeje I just finished a short story that I want to publish so i will be editing all week. Today I woke with this thought.. yes I can… then I thought of my song Just say yes! So that is what I say to you all today. yes you can. The road my be rough may bring you down, and you may want to throw in the towel.. but don’t great things happen to us right when we are at the edge of a precipice and don’t even realize it is about to change for us.. God, the Universe call it what you may puts in our path that which we can handle and takes out that which no longer helps us.. so just pick yourself up, dust yourself off and start all over again…… try not to give your power to another person, place or thing…… but to yourself…… forgive often, love deeply, and laugh every minute of the day!……. everyone is replaceable but not everyone is forgettable……until next time
Hello all my dear amigos! well this time has made it to the first round of the grammys!! weeee with your help it will make it to the end!! Best Pop solo performance!! weee This time…. see you at the Grammys
WELL HERE WE ARE WE MADE IT!! I WISH ALL THE JOY FOR EVERYONE ALL MANKIND.. WE NEED IT! PLEASE THIS YEAR COME CLOSER TO YOUR LOVED ONES TO THOSE THAT ARE AROUND YOU.,.. CALL THEM DONT TWEETER OR FB THEM OR TEXT THEM….BUT CALL THEM…
LET’S HELP OURSELVE’S BY HELPING OTHER’S…….
LET’S HELP OTHER’S BY HELPING OURSELVE’S…..LETS BRING MORE COLOR INTO OUR LIVES AND BY COLOR I MEAN JOY! ITS TIME TO DO THIS THIS IS WHAT 2012 IS ALL ABOUT…….BE IN THE MOMENT… NOT WHO IS WEARING THE LATEST FASHION OKAYOR THE BIGGEST DIVORCE OR WHAT COUPLE BOUGHT THE BIGGEST HOUSE……ITS NOT ABOUT THAT….ITS ABOUT ONE SELF….BE JOYFUL IN YOUR LIFE… I WILL DO EVERYTHING FROM THE HEART..YES THAT IS MY JOURNEY THIS YEAR AND FOREVER… FROM THE HEART…… HAPPY 2012
well i am here with my bird Tweetie.. she is soso cute…. 2012 is here … Feb already…. this year I’v decided to make it all about love, calm, being in the moment and centered… everything has to come from the heart. With all this uglyness going around and about the world and society. I thought instead of fighting it I will work alongside of it…jejejeje Not put energy into fighting against what is wrong, instead fighting to create a beautiful world around me and maybe those around me can feel it and then they too will aspire to do the same around their world and people, this way maybe, just maybe, it can spread. Just by energy and smiles. Use material things for what they are… material things. And love the people for who they are. Not the other way around use people and love material things ooppssiieee not so I am loving life and being grateful for the material things it has blessed me with ..but not forgetting that this is not what makes me but what helps me ..i am what makes me who I am……..blessings to all of you and be in a state of mind and just say yes!!!
…….well you have to be a little crazy now a days to live and survive in these times we are dealing with now…NO!?….. but I still say this…… so what !! if one has the courage to take that leap of faith.. that first step towards the opposite way… outtathebox………well hats off to you….. you have decided against the norm….you have decided to do it like Frank Sinatra…. “I did it my way”!! LOL! I love that!…….. it’s difficult but at the same time the easiest!…….I could not have it any other way…..I am grateful to live the life I do… it’s not always easy but its always beautiful! [more…]
hola here I am at home…… having a late breakfast or a late lunch jejejejejeje….I returned from Spain about 3 weeks ago. It was a very beautiful experience. Both visualy, spiritually, and musicaly. Letting go, exceptance, and measuring ones growth and hoping there was some…… I had a conversation with my friends boyfriend. By the end of the conversation he was a little upset and drawn to not only to his girlfriends way of life but to mine…. which was one in the same. he said we lived in Wonderland ……at first i was put off by him…. later i realized that yes I DO live in Wonderland.
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